Missing Highschool

Another empty Tuesday noon has came, got no classes, got nothing to do, and remembering 'what usually I did at this time around a year ago?'

Yeah, highschool memories, again, lighten my day up !
I still remember how it feels when I got Mr. KL's first math class with his "INTEGRAL" paper given to the whole class, how Mr. FR gave us his first physics class with everyone were still paying attention, how Mrs. YS wrote her name in the board for introduction of herself, how Ms. ME came into class with chemistry books in her hands, how I still paid attention to Mrs. VL's Bahasa class, and how I started to take the extra-class after school.

Time goes, exams came and gone, it just turned to a whole different life. I still remember how it feels when Mr. KL's mentioned my name and asked me to come forward and answer his 'deadly' math problem, how I used to asked my friends the answer to the 'deadly' math problem, how I used to 'copy' my friend's chemistry homework before getting caught by Ms. ME, how I used to get into small groups to discuss Mr. NP's physics problems, while Mr. FR's physics class now only got 5 students who still focus on the lesson, how I used to play cards without being catched in Mrs. VL's class, and how it feels when I must get re-exam because I did'nt pass at the first test, although I've learnt so damn hard in class, extra-class, or at home.

Time goes again, now it was the time where National Examination were close, means we were close to the Graduation either. I still remember how I used to search universities in the internet, how I must took extra-classes from school on Saturday because the National Exams were near, I still remember how kind are our teachers turned out to be, I started to realize that all of their 'fierce behaviours' all those times really meant for something good, how me and my friends counted number of weeks left in school before we ended it up, how me and my friends gather in one of our home to learn for practical examination, and how it feels when we really ended it all up.

I still remember how I hate Civilizations class and the exams, how I counted numbers of history class' tests before I will never get it again for the rest of my life, and how I hate to woke up in 5.30AM to went to school with examination on the first class of the day... However, things are getting weirder here.. Now, I miss how it feels to read history class' text book, how it feels to gathered in small group to discuss physics problems, how it feels to sat at the back of the class wondering "what time is it now? when will this chemistry class over?", and how it feels to found there are homeworks I haven't made, which forced me to 'copy' it all from others frantically, knowing the lesson is about to come in any minutes.

But that's life, keep on changing into another steps of life, the only options that life offers are take it or leave it. Now I know that me, and all the friends of mine, have been on the different tracks, but I know one thing for sure..

"We were in the same highschool, we shared our pain and joy there, but we ARE PROUD to ever be a family of SMAK 1 BPK PENABUR JAKARTA"